Winds blow, it encloses around me
I wish that you’d just join me hidden beneath
The surface of what earnest eyes see
Me hidden in your gentle face
Against the ground of your shelter
Pressing hands into my translucent skin
little bones bound to crumble
did you mean to press this hard
all the way through
Sit beside me in the gentle silence of the truth
All my soul
An empty bowl of time
Contents consumed
All too quickly
But still I hunger
Gravitational potential
Indefinitely far apart
Pondering the laws of time
Through the wounds of a mortal dying heart
Feeling the years behind me rather than ahead
The spread couldn’t make it any weaker
It’s the last bit of weak
Before the bonds give way
There was nothing I could do
To stop what was imminent
Rushing over me
Like a broken dam, waterfall
Pulling me down
Proliferating desperation
As I sit back alone in realities’ seat
One last sound slips through
But these words I speak sound weak
The color of a man
Fades to a monochromic clone
A live that was once living
Now but skin and bone breathing into a microphone
You look to me as you speak
The breath comes out like meaning
Just as hollow as the music sounds
It fills the room
But it’s just as empty as you
It’s falls like literary commentary
A voice that cracks with reason
I oversimplified my feelings till
It becomes a lapse of reason
You ask what I’m looking for tonight
I smile cause I know by the question
I’m just not going to be you’re type
Cause I didn’t come here
Looking to be any one night lover
You want to touch my skin but you’ve tapped against my soul
I’m approaching you with the pain of my convictions
I’m landing these words like confessions
On the runway of a heart not cleared for what’s ahead
Can you control my course seems I have no directions left
As I make every last attempt to land
On the solidness of your stable ground
A sum of many faltered parts
Drifts violently in the winds’ fluctuating motions
(or is it emotions)
Buried in the grass
My still heart
